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getting fatter everyday.
i am not aloud to be weighted until the meeting with the doctor.
i know how much i weight, i can see it.
i’m bigger than ever and it’s really hard for me to stop cutting.
im a monster.
a big disgusting fat monster.
nothing will ever change that.
even if i could be skinny, i won’t get rid of this uglyness.
i dont want people telling me in pretty, or fat. or ugly. or beautiful.
i know what i see and thats what i believe.okay this is maybe weird.. but im going to talk to/about myself now..
or whatever.
i feel like i can, i know that my mood keeps changing every second, but right now i want to try not to cut again.
the longest so far was 8 days.
let me at least beat that.baby..:c
:c <3
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